dirty thoughts of a dirty peasant

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2007/01/dirty-thoughts-of-dirty-peasant.html

O, the cluster of Joy,
Embracing the lull of a new sunrise,
within this collection of infinite space and time,
where we manifest our charge less desire
into the all encompassing ether.

Boundless free thinking sentient being,
You, the I, the We seem to have gone astray.
Forces well beyond common paradigms
have shifted the collective unconscious
into a vile and wicked mass of ONE.

Allow me to attempt to explain… We believe we are free,
we are raised and well trained to believe that our country
is the biggest and brightest , that we are always on
the moral, god fearing, philanthropic side of the coin,
regardless of which culture we may be trying to kill at that time,
for whatever reason they give “the people”.

We, the peaceful commoners,
don’t want to inflict hell upon others,
so why would our leaders? That is arguably a safe standpoint
of the blind, but let us not get political… for that rabbit hole
is a designed labyrinth of theatrics and half truths,
masking the reality of the world known only
by a few illuminated ones.

External conspiracy theories and conspiracy facts
are just trinkets of amusement for the mind. The real truth
that we should ponder is our own individuality.
Have you looked at it lately? Have you looked around at others?
Do you see a shrinking of diversity and spontaneity.
Have you noticed the billion dollar illusions
they are feeding us, keeping our mind in fantasy, via pop Culture.

I ask you to focus on this particular pink elephant….

Patterns, routines, and habits.
We all have them. Some are more overt than others,
yet we are obliged to never question the creation of the habits of our culture,
the conditioned reflexes that we all believe come from our own free thought.
Who gave us our pre programmed responses that assure our
complete docile (mental slavery) tranquility (drugged)?



Catch phrases, symbology in logos, and vast subconscious
plunder surrounding every big and small city in this country,
and most other “civilized” nations as a matter of fading fact.
Control is an old game and it has been perfected beyond
our common comprehension. That’s why I conclude…

It’s NO BIG DEAL that we are going into the
North American Union with Canada and Mexico.
It’s NO BIG DEAL that the dollar will be replaced by the Amero,
and eventually we’ll go cashless. It’s NO BIG DEAL
They are about to market the culture into brain chips.
It’s NO BIG DEAL that the propaganda they give the people
is a complete fabrication to distract from the true motives,
that with an open discussion can intellectually
be argued on from a wide range of perspectives.

This life,
she ain’t black and white folks,
but she AIN’T GRAY EITHER!

Rainbow. Psychedelic Rainbows.
Photoshop Precision!

So I’m just saying… Hey!
Enjoy your free thinking consciousness.
Turn it on HIGH and feed your desires and dreams.
Go a peaceful crazy because “all things must pass”,
even 6.5 billion free thinking sentient beings.
I’m afraid we are well within the 13th hour,
soon there will be a pinch – as beckoned down on us
Through history, the enemy is indeed within.
They control us by marginalizing
And sanitizing our subjective perception of reality -
but I say to survive we must free our mind,
the body and soul will follow!

what are you going to do about this?

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/11/what-are-you-going-to-do-about-this.html

over 665,000 people have been murdered by this country's military force in Iraq. Over 3,000 young (mostly poor) american youth, who were brainwashed to kill, have been sacrificed as well.

Anyone have the numbers of dead in Afghanistan, the other war we are in? Why do these politicians send children to kill and die?

to quench their appetite for power and control.

competing economic control systems in posh situation rooms in elite institutions play god...signing papers that lead to the deaths of millions.


after all this country was founded on the genocide of it's native people.

If we were to riot in the street today, we would be shot dead without any glance of second consideration. This is a fact. The rhetoric, the propaganda of the last few decades as ensured this inevitability.

what are you going to do about this?

are you an enemy propagandist? (i'm not i love america)

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/10/are-you-enemy-propagandist-im-not-i.html

real life thought police



and by the way the king has signed into law the military commisions act which by their words: any american c i tizen not fullfilling their duty and alliegience to the government will be STRIPPED OF CITIZENSHIP and deemed an enemy combatant followed by secret arrests, secret military tribunals and secret executions.

and my favorite...if someone sees someone picked up in one of these secret arrests and tells ANYONE....they will be arrested for quote "aiding terrorists"

and it is now against the law for any judges to hear any cases involving people picked up off the street.

this is unbelievable.
such brash

can anyone guess what this means to YOU, your family, your community your country??


...constitutional rights have been plucked away.

the sheep have no clothes
the king has no patience with subversive gobbledygook

hmm.


but seriously, and what is clearly more important....

we can NOW create our own......


.....


wait for it.....


our own....


ZWINKY!

the death of america

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/10/death-of-america.html

on "the list"


curses to ANYONE


who would actually answer yes or no to win a free laptop in regards to the myspace banner "should bush support gay marriage"

or anyone who isn't revolted at the silly advertisements that let you punch bush or john kerry(a little outdated wouldn't you think?) in the face to win a free ring tone.

don't you get it? Those little banners are there to seep controlled themes into the subconscious of the multi million myspacers.

Myspace ads are NOT CHEAP. They are purposefully DUMB and SILLY to keep the unaware blissfully UNAWARE.

These leaders of ours are raping toddler corpses in Belgium,
and participating in a world wide wing of child sex slave markets.

with the passing of the Military Commisions Act.....we are about to see all the "fringe conspiracies" manifest in one giant police state reality, neighbor on neighbor spying, curfews, video cameras that bark out orders, and a regulated and marginalized internet.

to sum up the MCA (military commissions act) anyone not fully practicing their FULL DUTY and ALLEGIANCE to the GOVERNMENT will be stripped of citizenship and deemed Enemy combatant.

the words "secretly arrested" and "secretly executed" are repeated.

just note this obvious truth, anytime the mainstream media harps about a sex scandal ....observe that SOMETHING BIG is going on in the real world.

no more con sti tution.
no more re pub lic
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wow. wow.

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love to you and all you love

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/09/love-to-you-and-all-you-love.html

9/11 was an inside job to psychologically traumatize the American public into an ever deeper cavern of passive obedient consumerism in order to allow the elite to pursue its colonial conquests of the Middle East and beyond.


The three WTC buildings were brought down, not by fire or explosions from the planes, but by incendiary explosions from INSIDE the building much in the way buildings are "pulled" down in a controlled demolition. The public has been led to believe that fifteen rogue terrorists with paper cutters over took three major aircrafts and exercised military precision to hit a majority of their targets. Mountain dwelling terrorists could not have had NORAD (North American Air Defense) stand down while the attacks took place. In fact, NORAD and the Pentagon were conducting war game exercises consisting of planes being hijacked and crashed into buildings that very morning.


We are controlled through fear. The elite control our very perception of reality through television, movies, pop culture, religious dogmas, and political/ economical divisions. I have spent the last four years of my life searching for TRUTH in every aspect of my being. Millions of people are waking up to the FACT that 9/11 is but one piece in the overall big picture of many planned psychological operations perpetuated on the people by the shadow powerful elite ruling class.


As our little town of Rome blooms into another predictably sanitized corporate shopping mall, as people are consumed with trite and trivial American Idol garbage, as Methamphetamines and pain pills deject and cripple the displaced working class communities, as gas prices rape consumers, as systematic food, water, and air pollution is accelerated, , as the micro chipped population evolves from absurd conspiracy theory to CNN headline news, as our government wages multiple wars hidden behind Orwellian newspeak propaganda, as FEAR rattles the collective consciousness into submission, how will you respond?


A one world government, one world cashless currency, one world army, and one world religion is the ultimate goal of the globalists in control. Did you know that we are already two years into slowly dismantling the borders with Canada and Mexico to form a North American Union (www.spp.gov)? Did you know the Dollar will soon be replaced by the "AMERO?


Is there any doubt as to why our society is obsessed with celebrity gossip and a billion dollar industry of blockbuster fantasies? Is it just coincidence that all major youth musical movements of the day advocate MISERY and ANGER over LOVE and PEACE? Is it just a coincidence that the military of the rich white aristocracy brainwash poor children to go into foreign lands to kill other poor people in the guise of liberty? Did you know that Haliburton has ALREADY built many domestic concentration camps publicaly stated to detain homeland dissenters? Did you know our government has had the ability to manipulate the weather for decades? Do you know what a chemtrail is? Do you REALLY know what the Patriot Act 1 and 2 consist of? If you read it, you will be shocked. Did you know that Donald Rumsfield is the person behind Aspartame in food products? Aspartame is an intellect suppressing neuro-toxin found in soda among many other items. Did you know that in the early 80's Donald Rumsfield sold Iraq biological and chemical weapons? Did you know during this same time period, Rumsfield jump started North Koreas nuclear ambitions? Once you understand the BIG picture you will see how all of these seemingly unrelated issues are part of the WHOLE.


I challenge each of you to look this up yourself and let your intuitive rationalizing mind make your own subjective conclusion, and as you wake up along with the millions of others, then I challenge you to hwake up your family, friends and community. As horrible as all of this seems, it is only successful with the continuity of our apathy and ignorance. The war on terror is rhetoric that translates to FEAR and CONTROL of the human psyche. We must unplug our beautiful dynamic human consciousness from their very sophisticated methods of psychological control. It is the only way to reclaim our infinity. I challenge you to inform yourself. I challenge you to free your mind!! Only love can conquer fear.


During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act George Orwell.

Recommended sights:
www.911truth.org
www.infowars.com
www.mind-deprogramming.com
www.st911.com

6 of the 40 reasons to doubt the official 9/11 story taken from www.911truth.org

Disposing of the Crime Scene
The rapid and illegal scrapping of the WTC ruins at Ground Zero disposed of almost all of the structural steel indispensable to any investigation of the collapse mechanics

The Legal Catch-22
a. Hush Money - Accepting victims' compensation barred September 11th families from pursuing discovery through litigation.
b. Judge Hallerstein - Those who refused compensation to pursue litigation and discovery had their cases consolidated under the same judge (and as a rule dismissed).


The Great Game"
The Afghanistan invasion was ready for Bush's go-ahead on September 9, 2001, with US and UK force deployments to the region already in place or underway. This followed the failure earlier that year of backdoor diplomacy with the Taliban (including payments of $125 million in US government aid to Afghanistan), in an attempt to secure a unity government for that country as a prerequisite to a Central Asian pipeline deal.

The Need for a "New Pearl Harbor"
Principals in US foreign policy under the current Bush administration (including Cheney, Rumsfeld, Wolfowitz, Perle and others) have been instrumental in developing long-running plans for worldwide military hegemony, including an invasion of the Middle East, dating back to the Ford, Reagan and Bush Sr. administrations. They reiterated these plans in the late 1990s as members of the "Project for a New American Century," and stated a clear intent to invade Iraq for the purpose of "regime change." After 9/11, they lost no time in their attempt to tie Iraq to the attacks.

Attacking the Constitution
a. The USA PATRIOT Act was written before 9/11, Homeland Security and the "Shadow Government" were developed long before 9/11, and plans for rounding up dissidents as a means for suppressing civil disturbance have been in the works for decades.
b. 9/11 was used as the pretext to create a new, extra-constitutional executive authority to declare anyone an "enemy combatant" (including American citizens), to detain persons indefinitely without habeas corpus, and to "render" such persons to secret prisons where torture is practiced.

Plundered Trillions?
On September 10, 2001, Donald Rumsfeld announced a "war on waste" after an internal audit found that the Pentagon was "missing" 2.3 trillion dollars in unaccounted assets. On September 11th, this was as good as forgotten

conduits of control

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/09/conduits-of-control.html

conduits of control (2)

I wrote this a few months ago, but it deserves a second run.......

the conduits of control

When I first started on my intellectual & intuitive oddyssey back in 2003 / 2004, I can remember getting flak for denouncing the american political system and boycotting the "precious gift" of VOTING for the rich occultist on the left...or the rich occultist on the right.

Not only did my intuition turn out correct (that voting is a farce), but I have discovered that we are in for some big MAJOR changes in our lifetime.

"imagine no countries"
"imagine no possessions"
"imagine no heaven"

You know. If I didn't know any better I would suspect John Lennon was projecting the ideology of the elite power structure by means of "predictive conditioning".

fear + ignorance = a good slave


the powers that BE are IRREFUTABLY doing away with borders, private property, and attempting to consolidate all mass religions into one... This needs to be common knowledge. For all I care you can be PRO new world order, just at least be AWARE that this exists.

Not to mention.....and this one always gets the eye roll.

depopulation.
6 billion to 500,000 million

this information is EVERYWHERE.
it's a matter of public record.

Their reason is to save the planet from the "useless eaters".

Q&A with American life:
q what do you think of the Genocide in Darfur ?

a - gas prices are $3, the surreal life is hella crazy, tommy lee, paris hilton, the OC, 90210. And look we have real problems to face like should we amend our constitution to outlaw flag burning.

clearly more pressing than a genocide, because (psst...it's called depoplutation to save the planet, would you rather we start in your community?)
and the connections continue:
poor children murdering poor children
while rich leaders orgasm over their absolute power

I have been in a vacuum of massive reflection. What I have concluded is that I have little choice but to continue my battle upstream and use my itty bitty soapbox to do my ittybitty part in igniting the mass awakening.

This is REAL.
this is REAL.

I begged the creator of the universe for the knowledge, the KNOWING, and the Experience to elevate myself. As my christian lawyer would say "seek and you shall find"

he is right , in that regard.

the ice cold shock of truth is the best high you can get.
An awareness of BEING and an awakening to the great lie that modern society lives under.

Why do you persist that unfulfilled routine day after day? Why are you allowing your consciousness to be manipulated and distorted?

do you think it an accident that all major youth musical movements are negative? (goddess bless the flaming lips!!) Not only are these silly puppets perpetuating anger, and self pity but somewhere beneath that obvious ugliness there is a mechanism that divides, thus conquering. ....for example.....a group of emoscreamos.


I mean they all sport the same haircut.
they all have the same clothes on
they have the same favorite bands

yet pretentious elitism flourishes.

Patterns.
everywhere.
zombies
in a trance, ego driven taste buds

but under these false fronts are lonely
depressed, battered souls ready to break freeeee.

if you study the world around you, there is a simple truth.
time is gone, you are spirit and the soul is real.


unplug the conduits of control.
make creative, spontaneous, changes to your everyday routine.

start a revolution by making eye contact when you speak to someone.
start a revolution by walking through the woods.
start a revolution by hitting reset on the identity you cling to
start a revolution by waking your friends and family up.
save them from a wasted life.
to be a slave, is a choice.

who's with us?

if you think this is nonsense, I invite you to delete sloppymeateaters not only from your myspace, but from your memory. Sloppy who????

We are a living organism.
which evolves. unpredictably
and beautifully.

so do you.
so do you
so do you
so do you


see you on the front lines,
or in the haliburton detention centers

power to the people
power to the self
liberation of consciouness
is the only path worth taking.


i love you
and thank you for your eyes & ears.

good day sunshine

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/03/good-day-sunshine.html

street corner tour update!


Man o Man o WO o Man is life OVERWHELMING WHEN YOU PAY ATTENTION.

13 months on the road, with layers of stagnation being pealed away revealing a whole new perspectiveS of existence.

Reading, Writing, and Doing.

I have had more life experience in the last 13 months than all of my other years combined. I've circled this crumbling country half a dozen times, hitting some places 4 or 5 times.

Here's a fact.
We are REALLY good now.
Playing 30 songs a day has a rather enlightening effect on ones ability.
Billboards, fastfood/gasstation/this or that logo signs, NO PARKING here NO STANDING THERE, people are fighting on the streets, the poor live homeless and in their cars in truckstops all around new orleans while suburban colleges go through $10,000 worth of food a day. etc etc.

we have perfected the city block stopping 3 part harmonies. We absolutely appeal to anyone who WILL LISTEN. Little children to great grand parents. Each one getting SOMETHING, relating to SOMETHING - and that something makes them smile and reminds them to be in the moment add take notice of love and truth growing in the cracks of the sidewalk.


But the constant movement can't last forever - which is why I spent the last 36 hours inundated with headaches and a perpetual marathon of vomiting and hot showers.

Don't feel sorry for me though, I totally deserved it. A non drinker such as myself should know better than to consume the better part of a jug (not a bottle) of cheap wine. What can I say? I was bored and had to adapt to the 90210 tempo. Don't get be wrong - a few good people but mostly just frivolous excess.


The real war will be the class war.
race, religion, and various cultural colloquialism are distractions.

Rich Vs Poor.

Excess Vs Survival.

The sloppy Meateaters as we are known in this dimension are indeed a professional band - meaning we make our living solely from the band, but at the same time - we all have a great distaste for the GODMONEY, so after years of tortuorus pleading for money from clubs and promoters, we officially work on a sliding scale where we don't stress it one second, we let the karma fall to the actions of our host.

to those unaware - this means the poor pay us in hugs and food and the rich pay us in large sums of unmarked bills and various other trinkets of affection.

But the pattern I have discovered is that the poor give more than the rich. We played a mansion, A MANSION - and didn't get so much as an offer for food and the same night we played a very poor (in relative sense to the mansion) backyard where we were inundated with gifts and food.

It was truly eyeopening. Either way - we frown on money.

You would be astonished at how many free shows we have played in the last 4 months, but somehow we manage to stay alive and comfortable. Some force is absolutely taking care of us!

Aside from economic worries, we live a very free existence. We've evened learned a new technique for big city rush hour traffic - we put the flashers on and fly down the shoulder - projecting our will that no cop will latch on to us with his bullets and gorilla nose. so far so good.

also. we hereby now boycott all parking fines. We have received at least 8 tickets in the last few months and the rules and regulations are so unfair and such an obvious attempt to strain the common man that we burn the fuckers now! And we encourage you to do the same!

I'd rather spend 3 weeks in jail than to pay another $30. $60,$120 fine.(all for sleeping in our van overnight)

I will use the time to sharpen my mind, my body, and my telepathic powers. I'm tired of bowing to the rules of an outside force that is clearly fucking with everyone. Psychological torture at every turn. In LA there's a giant, $2000-5000 billboard that just says GREEN BEANS.

What the fuck? A block away 150 people eat from trash cans, looking for that GODDAMN GREEN BEAN.

There is no doubt in my mind that the path I have chosen over the last 3 years, when I finally broke down and begged the universe for a second chance - is as intricately synchronized as they come.

A year of hermit life with nothing but books, movies, and writing. I didn't listen to music at all.

followed by another year of very specific research reading, actively manifesting my writing into this strange and beautiful entity called the sloppy meateaters, and unplugging myself from all the opiates (tv, internet, movies, routine,) that "kept me in line"

boy did my day to day existence change - from merely applying myself. So please - live live live - don't just exist - LIVE LIVE LIVE whatever way you want.

We live so HARD that we're now on spontaneous 3 week street corner tour, which has been dare i say - the best tour I've experienced.

We have had the privilege of meeting some wonderfully enlightened people in our recent travels. We hope to network all like minds together to reassure each of us that there is hope.


....and all under the guise of a silly moniker such as sloppy meateaters

I knew there would come a use for such an unusual insistence to poor my life force into such a costume.

By time the power structure realizes that a folk/pop/rock/punk/acoustic band from Rome, Georgia is helping set a foundation for the great class war, it'll be a too late. eh eh ?? maybe?? eh?? hehe

We won't be shooting guns, but we'll be the soundtrack.

funny how dreams evolve.

mtv superstar to the front line volunteer SHOUTER of the great awakening.


but in other real life news: Seth had to take an emergency flight back to Georgia to take care of a pressing medical problem, so please everyone keep clovis in your thoughts for the next 10 days.

We're still doing the shows at clovis' insistence, but we will be reunited march 16th.

love to you and all you love,

my truth.

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/02/my-truth.html

To understand truth one must start from the beginning, the fundamental source. The first encounter one's observation of existence will be to EXPERIENCE
the self. From that point there is a fork in the path.

Is self important? or not?

the two philosophies produced are individualism and various strains of the theory of ONENESS/ individualism believes self is scared, precious and unique while oneness sneers at self importance and proclaims that everything is everything. A esoteric oneness lurking behind magnified pure light.

Both philosophies have a plethora of advocates ranging from ignorant to brilliant. Individualism has the existentialist, humanist, and Ayn Rands objectivism, Oneness has
socialism, eastern philosophy and consequently in the illuminati.

Could the following observation not be plausible?.....

Eastern philosophy... romanticized propaganda for socialism?

Oppressive tyrannies must convince a population to pyshcological surrender. If self is unimportant than the cruel horrors of the physical plain can be fantasied out of existence.

I believe both are real. I believe one must first understand how to harness the power of self. Only then one can project and manipulate a personalized utopia. There is plenty of room for us all to live fully and unbound.

Outside forces such has the illuminati understand far greater than I the knowledge of the psychological and physiological makeup of man. Thus I can't fully understand the situation. I only see the guns and hear the lock and load. I'm not to interested to study what sort of gun it is....if you understand what I mean.

A 2nd epiphany.

Each philosophy has intoxicating beautiful romantic riddles and labyrinths to mystify and distract all of levels human consciousness

In other words. TV and movies to distract the average joe subconsciously while intellectuals race circles around unending potentials suggesting
all ideas except this one....

The contents of the human lexicon is a magnified reflection of two possibilities, who seemingly can't both exist, but indeed DO both exist!

Perhaps the secret is that we should take the idea of the self to be in fact unique and the most precious element we will experience.

And we must ad that with the existence of a underlying unified connection with all matter, and matter is energy vibrating at various velocities.


Life has we experience it,is our moment to create a beautiful portrait. Once the self expires in life it will reenter the oneness that exists only with the capacity of individual selfs.


I don't know.

Truth is not a trinket
the problem is the external threat, the solution lies in the internal awakening.

Deprogram false limitations and delusional expectations
Dismantle your identity. You are not JOSH you are a conscious being soul tapping in the material plane
Uncondition all regulated tastes, desires, and beliefs
clear the pollution
and you'll find that everything in this universe is light
vibrating at various frequencies.

our will and intent produce our subjective snowflake of a reality tunnel
the trick is to awaken the awareness that YOU control everything you experience and perceive. Not in a comfortable position in life?
CHANGE IT

There is nothing more important. No job, no placement in society no movie or music knowledge or collection that can top truth

TRUTH is NOT a TRINKET

Love and Fear. That's the first choice to make. If you leave it blank, which millions do and I myself have done - the external threat, the illumanti, will gladly
herd you into their mall concentration camps. Pump you full of fear, half truths (lies) and a meaningless line of mediocre entertainment and fluff.

Look me in the eyes

Slowly and seriously contemplate why so much money is spent on movies, music, and television? Why spend so much, when SOOOO many are hungry
and thirsty, sick, lost and soulfully paralysed? To captivate and manipulate millions of people into regulated perspective of existence. That is why!!!!!!!!

A common feature in my travels is the repeated personalities. Everywhere there's that one, or two, or 3,000 that all walk, talk, dress, laugh, think, and believe
all in an eerily similar way.

Look me in the eyes and tell me you are aware that I exist.

So we're back to self and the choice of fear and love. OBjectivisim or altruism. Is the self important or not?


I certainly believe self is important ....

after all it's really all I have.

my month long roadtrip of isolation and reflection

http://truthinrations.blogspot.com/2006/02/my-month-long-roadtrip-of-isolation.html

Can I get a witness?

Ah, The joy of the illusion of a new beginning. I am still paddling upstream to a higher level of consciousness, handwriting, and to overall, bring to life the southern gentlemen that lurks beneath my back pain and telepathic blockage.

Can I get a witness?

. I'm sitting on beautiful green grass, bathing in the bright divine light of a setting California sun , and listening to the beatles.

I"ll speak not of the bland industrial mound of brick and glass to my left. or the frustration of an unfriendly busy street fifteen feet to my right, nor the spectrum of bland and unenlightening buildings buying and selling at a rate faster than the plethora of FEDEX trucks delivering meaningless possessions of civilian sheep.

Be here now!

FUCK YOU!!
needs to be brought back to the tongues of the souls searching for enlightenment. Fuck you if used carelessly and meaninglessly becomes crude and illiterate. However when used with
the right amount of knowledge and salsa, one can easily communicate a point in a time, that is lacking room for spirited phil-intellectual-osophy exchange. Intruders will understand this expression.

Fines and taxes
break us slowly but surely
no time left to reflect
I'm the cause and the effect

Insert human metaphors

Rounding the bend on a month long jaunt through the ocean, the mountains, the desserts, the cities, the lots, the shops, my books, my thoughts. Ah, I carry on.

Zoo trip:

Sea lions have ear flaps
seals do not

crested screamers and
65 beautiful “American” flamingos tagged and numbered , oh box full of joy!

tadjik markor

rhinoceros unicornis

Arabian oryx, dessert dweller
zebras are a sight to behold
must be a favorite amongst the "gods"
maasai Giraffe!

The animals locked and tagged in their prison with feeble reconstructions of the particular animals’ habitat. To our left we left we have a southern african meer rat in a dessert chapparal setting and to our right we have a waterhole for the sea Sea lions.….again insert human metaphors!


HOLLYWOOD trip:

Blue skies / sunshine / the hollywood swing
two pretty women
one heli COP ter
no stopping no sightseeing
souvenirs and celebrity
star walk in America USA
Snapshots with your favorite film character.

These desperate people under the masks of this or that famous Hollywood identity aren’t
Thrilled to be posing like puppets for johnnyTOURIST

they hate you while you snap pictures. know this. you fools

the great delusion of hollywood

Hollywood will be remembered has a most effective psychological poison that allowed slave owners to keep their slaves in line. It's better than whips. Happiness is a warm gun playing on the star watch stretch. I laugh at the beautiful elegance music gives a dry visual. Suddenly….

Let me introduce you to your new abstract illusory enemy…

the reactive mind.

Hollywood and Scientology
3 hours in a Scientology test center proved two things. I’ve got a great IQ (they give free tests) and scientologists are like all other religions, they offer truth for money. That is an oxymoron people! Truth is free!

Next up. I randomly stumble into a anti-war march. 1000’s gathered, along with me and my tambourine, to protest the state of the union.

excitement
me and my tambourine
armed police men
superficial and scheduled civil disobedience from a nameless many

PROPAGANDA: From up close observation this is how a big city protest works.

In back you have the loud nameless many chanting cheesy one liners while they believe this makes a difference. Ahead of the herd you have the Shepard's. They are in a flat bed truck yelling
out the one liner that the sheep are to repeat OVER and OVER again, imagine 8 blocks of “BUSH STEP DOWN”. Luckily there are two more rows of the protest left to explain. Next up you have the Native American dance group, albeit beautiful was nothing more than theatrics stirring up the sheep. Ahead of everyone else there were three distinguished people walking with great pride 30 feet or so ahead of the parade, I walked with them.

I asked them how they felt about the many helicopters above us, they laughed and said that’s george bush for you.

So ladies and gentlemen a protest works just like the social structure does.

Sheep being led by Sheppard's who are just apprentice/wannabes of the few elite who call the shots.

Out of the many signs, this one struck me the most:
government conspiracy
homeless and crucified for the satanic murder of Celeste Stewart. Aug 26 2001
I am eric D Jefferey

put that in the pipe and smoke it!